From the recording 🎵 Qodesh Music Volume 3 (Deluxe Album)
“In The Wilderness” is a soul-stirring duet about how YAHUAH meets us in our breaking. Blending emotional acoustic R and B with warm harmonies and a mid tempo groove, the song follows the journey from collapse to clarity, from being stripped down to being rebuilt.
Both voices confess the moment life fell apart and how the wilderness became the place where YAHUAH exposed pride, healed wounds, and revealed identity. This is a personal testimony wrapped in worship, showing that the wilderness is not punishment but the place where His mercy becomes real.
When you press play, expect honesty, healing, and a reminder that YAHUAH does His deepest work when everything else is quiet.
Lyrics
I did not meet You in a crowd
I met You when my world fell down
When every wall I built came low
In the wilderness where You let me go
I lost my plans I lost my place
Watched quiet nights outrun my days
Friends grew few the phones went dry
Tears came soft and I did not know why
The pride I held slipped from my hand
I stood alone in an empty land
No strength left just one Name to call
YAHUAH I need You through it all
If You allowed what shook my fight
Then maybe You were near that night
In the wilderness where You broke me
Where the silence rose and spoke to me
YAHUAH You were still there strong
You turned my breaking into song
In the wilderness stripped and bare
I found Your hand was in the air
You broke me down so I could see
The place You start Your work in me
YAHUAH is near to the broken heart
He saves those crushed in spirit
In the quiet after breaking
You held a mirror to my face
Not to shame me
But to show the truth I never saw
I saw the pride behind my smile
A restless heart that ran for miles
Blamed the world for every scar
But never faced who I really are
Fear I called fire kept me alive
Habits I fed would never die
You pulled the mask from off my name
Showed the cracks beneath my frame
If mercy lives where truth is bright
Then let Your Ruach bring the light
In the wilderness You revealed me
Let the hidden truth unseal me
Every layer I used to defend
You brought it all to a QODESH end
In the wilderness eyes wide open
No more disguise no more coping
YAHUAH You let the heart show
So I could breathe and let it go
I have loved you with an everlasting love
I have drawn you with kindness
I thought You were far
But You were near
I thought You were silent
You were speaking through the tears
I felt Your mercy in the night
A gentle hand that held me tight
A quiet voice that knew my name
That did not sound like guilt or shame
You stayed through every running year
Waited out my borrowed fear
Heartbreak Yours inside my chest
While I kept running from Your rest
If this is You so kind and true
Then I will give my all to You
In the wilderness You revealed You
Not just a Name but a heart so true
YAHUAH full of mercy and grace
Who held me close when I hid my face
In the wilderness I finally see
You were in every step with me
YAHUAH now I know it is true
You were never done You were coming through
Can I get BARAK YAHUAH if you feel that peace
Can I get RUMAMU YAHUAH if His love brought release
If He met you when you broke type He found me in the smoke
We The Assembly standing through
He was gentle with me and you
In the wilderness YAHUAH carried you as a father carries his son
You did not break me to leave me shattered
You broke the false me so the real me could live
Now in the quiet I hear Your voice
Teaching my heart that love is a choice
Not fear or show or trying to be
But walking slow as You father me
You heal the wounds I used to hide
You lift the shame I kept inside
You call me YASHARAL by name
Chosen life not just a claim
You turn my hands to heal and give
You teach me how You want me to live
If You rebuild what You began
Then I will walk in Your command
In the wilderness You rebuilt me
Gave me a name and strength to be
From broken pieces on the floor
To walking in what I am made for
In the wilderness turned to refuge
You gave me peace You changed my view
YAHUAH every step I take
Is proof of what Your hands can make
In the wilderness where You found me
You did not leave how You first saw me
You broke me down then raised me up
You filled my dry and empty cup
Now when the lonely nights come through
I know I am never lost from You
BARAK YAHUAH
Ruach breathe in me
O ALUAH keep me near
We The Assembly believe